ADULT GROCERIES 

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Molly is from Iowa City, Iowa and currently lives in Boulder, Colorado. They help people get abortions for a job, which is pretty cool. In her free time Molly enjoys reading novels about women and gay people, crying in the community garden, getting bullied by their very loud cat Lulu, and hiking. Molly's favorite adult groceries are googling the lactose content of various cheeses, and getting stressed by how roughly the cashier handles their eggs. ︎

01.    Psalm #69

On Sundays and slow days I stare
directly at the sun and I fuck God,
return to the place where I once knew Him,
I take the crucifix down and lay it on the altar,
adorned with a golden dildo,
and I remove my cardigan and skirt.
Judy keeps playing the organ,
"How Great Thou Art" but the congregation stops
singing. I remove my bra and underwear, I am wet
from the eyes on me, everyone I ever knew,
all the priests and teachers, the nuns and the neighbors,
the young brides I once slept beside in sleeping bags,
the martyrs holding the very
same things that killed them.
I am wet but still I anoint myself with my favorite lube in
the green bottle and I climb up on the altar,
I am on my knees and I rise up and
I spread myself,
I straddle Him and lower onto Jesus's cock.
The Holy Spirit fills me as I engulf Him, and I feel
the thrum of the organ in this holy place,
I feel myself a part of it, the possibility
of pleasure as worship the same way as song,
I am stretched and filled and I press myself
to the cold holy metal and I ride Him,
the heat of their eyes on my naked body
as I cum,
exactly as loud as I want to be,
exactly how I want.